Entry 9 – July 17 ‘Good To See You Smiling’

 

A smile is a movement created by the mouth by signals sent by the brain telling you to do so. In front of the camera, when someone says something that I am not listening too but don’t want to seem rude & when someone says hello, my pearly whites show through a gap in my mouth.

As for smiling on the inside, well I don’t know about that. I don’t know if I ever will smile on the inside again if I am being completely honest. I feel numb to that emotion but then again, I can’t cry either so maybe I am just broke. Who knows?

Sometimes I am happy, but that lasts for a short amount of time. I don’t get excited, I just pretend too. As my dad has always said ‘ You are the best sister ever, after all you taught Zachary how to lie’

So maybe I am the trickster by showing a smile so bright, and you are my puppets, believing me.